DADDY...

I often wonder how life´d be if you were still here... sometimes I think I can still listen to your voice... sometimes I just realize I´m talking out loud like if you were stting next to me, listening to what I have to say...

Reality is... you´re not here anymore. You will never be.

I miss you awfully, it´s been three years now since you left this world and life seems to be so hard!!! I never realized how difficult life was until you were gone... I really wish you´d lived a little longer; I wish you could be here now to share with me all the joys, all the sadness, all the goals I´ve met, all the trouble I´ve been through...

I often ask destiny... WHY. Stupid question I guess; no one will ever answer.

Daddy, you will always be in my heart... it doesn´t matter if I can´t see you anymore, I can still feel your presence, I know I´m not alone.

I love you with all my heart.

NEW YORK, NEW YORK!!!!!!!

Finally.. after so many years of waiting and wishing and dreaming.... NeW yOrK!!!! Thanks to Adolfo, my dream finally came true, visiting Chabe in NY; you´re the best!!!

It was quick, from Friday to Monday, but it was all worth it... Central Park, Times Square, 5th Avenue, Soho, fashion on the streets, Billy Elliot, walking, friends, drinking, wine, dining out, The Met, walking and more walking, puff!!!

Chabi and Javi were excellent hosts, thanks so much for your hospitality and over all, for being my good friend after so long!!!! We enjoyed your company sooo much!!!

Sadly it´s all over; tomorrow back to work!!! =(

New York, New Yooooooork!!!!!!!!

PLAYA DEL CARMEN

Amazing how slow and relaxed life can be when you´re lying down under the sun, drinking a colada piña colada, with ur hubbie next to you, and you´re staring at the blue semi-transparent Mexican Caribbean sea...

Ten days were more than enough to let out all the stress that was killing me, to get new fresh vibes full of energy.... I´m so ready to start 2010!!!!

You should all go!!